I AM BLEEDING OUT OF MY VAGINA

THIS IS A GOOD DAY

I just read back over my entries for the past year--there really aren't that many, between the kids and the Facebook and the boring life--but what really surprises me is that it's only been a year since Penny wasn't saying anything, and now she's saying everything. Not always understandably, but her silent frustration days are long gone, and she's ( Read more... )

Blood test was negative, so once again: FUCK YOU UTERUS

though actually the cramps have eased off a little. I wish AF would just get regulate herself already.

I am grateful for what I have but I still hate everything. I know a lot of it is still dealing with Mom's death (jesus, that sucked to even type those two words) and the upcoming holidays but I can't fix that ( Read more... )

I hate packing ( Read more... )

I didn't nap yesterday and I couldn't sleep last night, couldn't sleep couldn't sleep couldn't sleep then some jerkwad out front at 6am started slamming what sounded like the back doors of a empty fullsize van which I tried to ignore then at 7am almost sharp they started a GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKING WOOD CHIPPER. Right in front of our house. A fucking ( Read more... )

I've started calling Penny my kookaburra because the last week or so has consisted of HYSTERICAL LAUGHTER at absolutely everything. Not that I'm complaining, mind you, but it's weird. She also slept a stretch of 6.5 hours last night, which is TOTALLY AMAZING for her. She normally goes 1-3 hours at a time, and the night previous she was up at 3am ( Read more... )

Our house-hunting in New Hampshire went okay. If anything, it helped us solidify a few ideas ( Read more... )

My desktop hard drive went kaputsky, and since there is no convenient place to use both my laptop and have Penny parallel playing so I can waste endless time on the internets, I'm a little limited. I realize this means most people won't notice anything different but dammit, I will. Beardo already cloned me a new hard drive but he's out at lunch ( Read more... )

Still not dead, nor snowed in (any longer ( Read more... )